The reason we can’t pray or don’t enjoy it is because..

Because we don’t know our authentic self. We live according to our personal profile..the responses we get from other people.

Authenticity is being aware of our personal preferences as well as mistakes, that would provide material for boundaries. And noticing being honest about our reactions. Then we could sit around the campfire with God and talk about it.

..then we would experience internal eternity…oneness with God. The maker of who we really are.